I feel like i've lost touch with alot of things and people. My family really won't talk to me so that sucks, i feel like they could care less about me, since I'm not in the Marines or live with them still. It sucks when you're the only one who is out of the loop, and doesn't get invited to things because they forgot too, or are too lazy to ask you themselves.. Oh well, maybe they'll start caring someday soon.. maybe they'll realize soon enough that they hurt my feelings, and that I have no desire to talk to them.
I wish i had more motivation.. I'm hopeful for spring, maybe then I'll be out of my rut. I just want to feel cared about, i don't think that's too much to ask for. I need ambition to turn things around!